Nota ringkas buat kamu

hati merindu

lama tidak ke temu

lama jgak tidak ku dgr suaramu

jika kau tahu

saat ini aku inginkan kamu

tapi aku tahu

aku tak mampu mendapatkan kamu

yang aku mampu

cuma mengingatimu

dan berharap kamu jgak begitu

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hey kamu yang manja! ewaahh

 bersabar ya... perjalanan saya di bumi SIntok ini masih panjang..

Jumpa kamu bulan April / Jun nanti ya!

Ingat ini adalah kekutan untuk  KITA.

Jangan anggap ini sebagai masalah.

Sayang kamu.

Assalammualaikum.

KEKUATAN

Assalammualaikum...

minggu ni minggu kedua saya dan kawan2 mula belajar, dan kami kini sem 4!
ya makin tinggi sem makin mencabar.

Sometimes saya rasa risau, takut untuk lalui semua ni. Tapi nak tak nak saya WAJIB face it....
Kekuatan dalam diri  tidak cukup lagi untuk menampung permulaan sem ni. Hope later will be come that spirit..

Saya tahu saya ada keluarga dan kawan2  di sini yang sentiasa beri semangat!

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Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... 

Ya Allah.. Sesungguhnya aku bermohon kpd-Mu jiwa yang tenang..Percaya akan pertemuan dgn-MuRedha dgn segala kehendak-Mudan mencukupi dgn setiap pemberian-Mu..dan janganlah aku diuji dengan ujian yang tiada daya untuk aku menghadapinya..Sesungguhnya Engkau lah yang Maha Menguasai sesuatu.. 

Amin ya rabbal alamin....

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ingat wani,  MAN JADDA WAJADA..... !

Happy 22nd Birthday..

Happy Birthday, My Dear

Now that your birthday is here

I can’t wait to whisper in your ear

That you are the one that I revere

And I will always want you near.

I’ll make you happy and not cry a tear

I’ll hold your hand when you have fear

I’ll say ‘I love you’ for you to hear

Everyday, all throughout the year.

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Hope u will be more matured,handsome, cute, more gentlemnt, successful in ur life, be strong, be nice, may Allah bless u n may happiness be with u always..

Mohamad Fazlee Bin Jasri..

Happy 22nd Birthday Sayang! ♥

Ya TUHAN

Kau panjangkanlah umur mereka yang aku kasihi,

yang aku sayangi,

yang aku amat perlukan mereka disisiku.

Panjangkanlah masa, saat-saat dan detik-detik bahagia ini,

jika ianya berakhir,

akhirkan lah ia dengan pengakhiran yang sempurna,

pengakhiran yang bahagia.

Tuhan,

aku mohon padaMu agar aku dapat melihat mereka tersenyum selalu,

tersenyum bahagia,

menangis gembira.

Tuhan,

berikanlah aku kekuatan yang sepenuhnya,

jikalau perpisahan itu terjadi,

berikanlah aku tiang-tiang yang kukuh agar aku masih dapat berpaut.

Tuhan,

kami bersyukur atas rasa bahagia ini,

Alhamdulillah.

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Assalammualaikum.... Im at Sintok now.

Alhamdulillah semua berjalan dengan lancar, xde yang rosak2 mcam sem lepas

hope this sem kami dapat usaha lgi kuat! doakn kami ye.

Bila dah jauh, mula bermain dengan perasaan dan gambar2 menjadi ubt.

Keluarga2 saya di Johor, taking care of yourself for me okay. 

InsyaAllah kalau di izinkan Tuhan, saya balik jumpa kalian bulan April.

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My fav song, for now... :)

Assalammualaikum.

What else to be expected ?

i don't expect you soon to love me
nor are my own feelings clear
passion is the ornate entrance
to a world...
we crave and fear!


we cannot know where this...
will take us..
nor whether we will ride for long..
but pleasure is the overture..
that flows into the larger song..


so come with me..
with open mind..
and heart!


and we the time will prove..
with laughter...
and with joy unfettered..
and perhaps...
someday...
with love~

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First, I'm the one person was being sensitive lately..
yaa Why heh? okay mungkin proses perubahan hormon..
ok just let it be.

Second, wanna say ALHAMDULILLAH dengan apa yang saya dapat yesterday.
maybe that is sesuai lah dengan apa yang saya usaha kan.
Alhamdulillah. 
thanks to everyone whose give support to me.

next sem will be more tough! and I already to face it.
yeah! semangat okay...

Assalammualaikum..

T.H.E.C.A.L.L

Hello kata aku

Apa khabar tanyaku

Ke mana menghilang kamu

Aku rindu kamu

Titik.

Damn. I was talking alone on the phone.

. . . . . .

apa aku kata tidak pernah dipandang serius

seolah-olah aku bermain kata

merajuk sikit dikata ngengada sikit2 nk touching

kadang sukar untuk aku berkata

kamu, aku tak minta di pujuk

disebabkan ini, segala berita gembira yang sepatutnya aku sampaikan jadi terbatas

kamu buat aku jadi begini

dekat tapi tak

baik aku balik sana.

jika aku tahu aku tak diperlukan 
dan kau perlakukan aku begini.

. . . . . .

Assalammualaikum

Flowers

Assalammualaikum

I would like to share some facts or maybe just a story about me and MFJ. After tengok, dengar, baca and found sana sini about boyfriend bought flowers for his girl, now that I realized he has never given me any flowers. Then now when I scroll my tumblr page, I started reblogging those gambar-gambar bunga. Before this tak ada rasa apa sangat pon bila tengok gambar bunga-bunga tu. Suddenly I found this one picture. Those flowers are so lovely. Then something just popped out of my mind. 

Why heh? Why MFJ never bought me flowers? Is that really important? Is that normal?

Memang some of us (girls) do love flowers. Especially fresh flowers. Tapi ada jugak yang taknak pon bunga. Or tak ada perasaan dengan bunga. I don't know dalam kelas mana saya berada :p

Then  yesterday I was out with MFJ and I asked him, ''apa pandangan awak about lelaki yang bagi bunga kat awek dia?''  but, niat di hati ni actlly lain sebenarnya nak menanya, Actually I want asked him like that.. "awak tak pernah bagi saya bunga kan? Awak memang tak nak bagi ke or awak tak pernah terpikir pon nak bagi eh?" Haha sounds stupid kan? Yes I'm stupid like that. Ini lagi nampak stupid 'cause I just googled "my boyfriend has never given me flowers. Is that normal?". I found many many reasons and opinions from both guys and girls.

Some of them said, guys can not and do not read minds. If you want flowers, tell him. Guys won't know what's your expectations unless you tell them. For most situations, I do agree with this saying. Ain pernah suruh tengok this one video in Youtube, 'Women Are Thinkers'. Go check them out! 

Sebab memang kenyataan. Girls can't stop thinking even for seconds. Unless tidur lah kan :p berbalik pada tajuk bunga, maybe guys tak terfikir yang ada perempuan memang akan berharap untuk dapat bunga? Or maybe tak pernah kisah girls nak or taknak bunga?

Then some of them said, a guy isn't meeting the standards to be in a relationship if he has never given flowers to his girl. They said it's kinda romantic gestures that shows she's important to him. Is that so? Tak berapa nak agree with this statement. Don't know why.

I like this one, they said the problem is that you're comparing your relationship with other. You can not and SHOULD NOT compare, after all all relationships are going to be different no matter what. You may hear all these sweet things from your friends, but what about all the bad things? (That's totally right. I gave 5/5 points here) If you keep comparing you're just going to get all into a fit when it's not the same like how you are doing now. Don't you think so? Tapi tak salah kan if girlfriend nak demand for something kadang-kadang bila jealous jugak tengok orang lain? :p

I liked this one also, guys come in different shape and form. Some likes to do small gesture to show it and some thinks being with you is enough. But as for me, I think giving flowers is not a small gesture. It takes an effort from a guy. Ke sebab tak pernah dapat bunga dari boyfriend? Sebab tu macam jakun kot eh? Haha

Ada jugak reason ni, flowers these days are rather expensive. Haa that's why I said it's not a small gesture. It requires him pergi kedai bunga, fikir bunga apa, beli bunga, fikir macam mana nak bagi, bila nak bagi. Lots a things jugak kan? :p

Tapi alasan malu nak masuk kedai bunga beli bunga untuk girlfriend adalah sangat tak patut. Kecik hati girlfriend tau alasan camtu. For me, its doesn't give problm to guys because in relationship must have PERNGORBANAN and that is one of the PENGORBANAN. Tak semestinya sacrifice you must gadai nyawa you for your GF. TIDAK ok!  

For guys yang fikir macam ni pulak, 'taknak lah bagi bunga. Nanti layu jugak. Nanti last-last kena buang jugak'. No no no! Jangan fikir macam tu.

Memang bunga tu takkan kekal cantik dan baunya, tapi the memory yang akan jadi the most beautiful to be remembered :)

Conclusion here, I'm ok with MFJ not giving me any flowers (yet) 'cause at first I thought it's not normal. Hihi. But somehow one thing guys should know, it's the littlest thing that matters :)